Long story short:
Há uns dias, em quasi-vespera de natal, fui assaltada no autocarro. puxou-me a mala, eu resisti, mas as alças partiram-se. Corri atrás dele, sem sucesso. Dei por mim às 5 da manhã num sitio desconhecido (que aparentemente era a cova da moura), sem dinheiro, passe ou telemóvel.

Com tudo o que tinha na mala, perdi cerca de 600€ em bens. Mais todo o dinheiro e tempo que vou gastar em refazer documentos, chaves de casa, telemóvel novo, etc.

Estou destroçada. Nervosa. Mal durmo e mal como.

Sinto-me miserável.

Merry Christmas everyone!! You've been an entirely fabulous group of LJ friends and I feel honoured and privileged to know you all :)

Behind the cut are the Christmas icons for those that requested them - hope you like them. I'm going to be offline for a few days absolutely stuffing my face and tearing open presents (hopefully) - I wish you all a fantastic Christmas surrounded by friends and loved ones and I'll check in with you later.

I'm not entirely happy with these - I'm so sorry for leaving them until the last minute! There's no obligation to use any of these *g* It's also entirely possible I mixed up your request and gave you something else. I'll just be that crazy aunt who keeps giving you socks :)


( santa claus is coming to town... )

Good morning! Merry Almost Christmas--

MUSE HULU PAGE

Muse is the first band to be featured on HULU, HOOOOOZAHHHH. xo.

Hay momentos que sobrevaloramos nuestras vidas, pero si miramos a un lado y vemos que hay aunque sea una sola persona, podemos sentirnos afortunados. Puede que no nos tocara un dinero necesitado pero siempre habrá alguien que lo necesita más que nosotros.

Si hoy podemos llevarnos un mendrugo de pan a la boca o decir cuando llega el alba, decir estoy vivo....

Si podemos sonreir aún por tonterias o soñar despiertos en sueños imposibles y cuentos de la lechera... ¿que más necesitamos? Nada.

Hoy, es un nuevo día, el primero de nuestra vida como los venideros y en estos días que nuestros corazones están más llenos de amor y bondad, que intentamos llegar a tocar la verdadera felicidad, no podemos olvidarlo, que hoy más que nunca estamos aquí por una razón, que vale la pena, y aunque una lágrima o un corazón roto, o la falta de los que ya no están esten presentes nos acompañen, estamos aquí y es lo que más importa...

Hoy más que nunca, sed felices y por supuesto... Feliz Navidad, que todos vuestros sueños se hagan realidad. un abrazo muy fuerte ^^

[12] New Moon
[6] Twilight
[15] Remember Me
[6] Robert Pattinson
[46] Kristen Stewart
[9] Marion Cotillard
[28] Gossip Girl Cast;Blake Lively,Leighton Meester,Jessica Szohr,Chace Crawford,Penn Badgley,Ed Westwick
[11] Banners and picspams; Robert Pattinson,Remember Me, Kristen Stewart,Marion Corillard










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I have a feeling I'm going to wait all night for another lost cause. Or maybe it isn't lost at all and nothing is different. I don't know why I still hope, like one day it can all be erased or something. Does it mean anything to forgive someone who has hurt you the most? It won't change the world, even though I'd really like it to.

Sometimes I wonder how I end up in the places I do, and somehow it always seems like I find the right way, or at least some side-road that ends up somewhere pleasant. I don't know.

I'm only trying to think of things to say.

I don't remember the significance of the big dipper except that it's as far away as you are and as much as I long to touch it again, I know I probably never will.
I truely am sorry for a lot of things, but I guess it doesn't really make a difference.

I am still waiting.
I do a lot of waiting.
Always waiting for people to come around.

But I cling to the hope that maybe just once, somebody does.
I would be the happiest person alive if that person were you, but I find it hard to chip the ice off my heart long enough to hope this is the case.
My insides are still freezing and rotten and blue.
And tonight the wound throbs while another boy pokes at me with a stick like a revolting piece of roadkill discarded on the side of the road.

Maybe that's too harsh, or maybe if I draw bloody pictures for everyone to see someone will believe me when I tell them I miss them.
I don't want to be loved, no. I have used up all of that emotion and no longer desire to have it replenished. I just want someone to remember who I am.

I feel like painting pictures across the sky, but somehow I know this is impossible, and as pretty as it seems like it would be, I can't really figure out why I want to in the first place. I could paint the world black, just for a day, and this is what I've seen lately. I lay awake and stare at what would be my ceiling, save for the darkness, and dream with my eyes open until the early hours of the morning.

There is a sour taste in the back of my mouth that I have tried to quench away these past few days but nothing I seem to do can wash away the acidity bubbling away in my stomach. From worry, from anger, from confusion, from sadness, but most importantly from you.

And "you" is a funny word because I use it so frequently. You are a lot of people. You're Logan, you're my other half, you're Chloe, Darren, my parents... you're anonymous and that's why you don't understand.

I grow tired of speaking in these tongues. But they sound so magnificent when my days are ruined.
Maybe one day I'll reach a verdict and make a lasting decision filled with words that do truly mean what I want them to and I can stop writing the same thing again and again and again and.

I want you to be the one because you tried to make sense of it, and you're the only one that has.
The things I said had feeling, and you felt it. You still make metaphors and pictures out of our memories and it still amazes me.

"Hope" is another funny word.
And though my love has run out, my hope will never be depleted, and what a fool I am.

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Goodnight.

28 icons for the navras_rheya Radiohead Lost challenge.

Preview:


All of them here at phanatasmaa

MUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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anybody know how many times music guest perform???!?!? say 10. LOL-i love matt and his glitter shoulder pads

Tally ho! Long time no see my brothers - hope you all have a lovely Christmas or Hanukkah or Kwanzaa or Ashura or Holidays or New Years or vauge sense of irritation because all the shops are closed and you're hungry. Thank you all for such a wonderful year ♥

And a special thank-you to herecomeskrys, seventh_fantasy, sglitzys, neoklaus, and chocomintee for the virtual snow cookies!

I may whip up a Christmas-y layout in the next day or so. I have a couple of other layouts either done (such as my personal one and the one at milou_en_avril) or sort of in the works, which may gradually be posted, but quite frankly I simply do not have the time to make layouts anymore. So I'm sad to say we're in the dying days of milou_veronica here. But that's the nature of this kind of hobby and there are loads of awesome layout makers out there, so it's all fine really.

So. Um. This is all suddenly rather depressing, isn't it. Sorry. Merry Christmas...?

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( your songs remind me of swimming )

Ha ha ha Legend of the Seeker you crack me up! All those Kiwi and Aussie accents unleashed on the world :)

...actually, I say that, but it's surprisingly not as cringe-worthy as others have been *cough* Star Wars, I'm looking at you!